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Thursday, July 31, 2008

I will be posting for today and tmr. Cos tmr cannot come to blog. But i will try.
Today in shool, the 1st lesson and last period lesson swaped. So we did practice on where to sit tmr during the founder's day service.

Had miss thio lesson after that, quite sianz... then was chinese. We did test of chinese words. ( quite fun) sorry guys, couldn't earn so much points but i will try harder the next time. Yes?

Then was recess. After which was F&N. This lesson was kind of boring. Cos dunno why the seat got a ghost sitting on it. ( You idiot! Don't come back la!) lols. Teacher saw it.. haha ps.
Then was maths... everyone during that lesson all look like dying. haha... all blur blur sit down there. haha...

Hmmm... then school ended... Went to to toilet and we played this slimy thing vic brought.............( CANDICE YONG!!!) put the slimy on my hand...EEEE.... Then we wewnt foyer. And candice went for rehersal for her founder's day prize collection. ^^

I went to s2e.. So boring... did Chemistry ( alkanes and alkenes) to recap what my grand teacher taught me.. haha... hmmm..yup...( oh ya, half way through Agnes thought she lost her thumbdrive, but it was found in the end) so the day continued like that... went to print photos in the night. (8.30 reach home, VERY EARLY HOR?) I think it's "VERY VERY" EARLY!!! lols.

Alright going to sleep soon.

This is a post for tmr, just in case i can't come tmr. Tommorrow school will end at 1.15pm then we have to report back at 5.45 then we gonna go crazy till 9 plus. haha ^^

Founder's day celebrations!!! Candice will be collecting prize on stage!!! haha... a very memorable one... cos 1st time the stage so big!!! ( We will take pics and video on you ok when you go up?) ( Remember to smile ok?, don't sneeze when you are shaking your hand with whoever is on the stage.) Ah...Choo... ( not nice? ya? ) ^^

Lastly,

恭喜你嘉韵!

For tmr, hope will be happy day for all of us...

( No matter how much i do....nothing can change your thoughts towards something)

Mood : Today Happy=) and Sad =( Hope tmr will be HAPPY =D

Theme for today : Sometimes what you hope for, just no matter what, does not come your way, instead what you do not hope for just by whatever reason keep coming!!!! AH!!!!

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9:42 AM

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FROM NOW I TRY TO MAKE MY WORDS LOOK MORE COLOURFUL. ELSE MY BLOG LOOK SO BORING. I READ LE ALSO WANNA DIE... ANYWAY, THIS FEW DAYS DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO BLOG. THIS 2 DAYS WASN'T GOOD EITHER. SO NOT WORTH REMEMBERING. =(

( IS SHE MORE IMORTANT TO YOU? ) 因为看起来是那样子.

Anyway, i leave it to god.

For today, was a better day. Cos my day was better after school. (thank you)

Went to NTUC to buy bread, saw ah gu. haha. was quite shocked. But didn't go to say hello. scared i guess. haha.

Hope tmr will be good day too. ( I LOVE WEDNESDAY AND SATURDAYS!!!!) Not sure if tmr can come blog, but i will try k? Going to sleep soon. Hope my F&N will be completed tmr. Jiayou!!!!

是你教我什么叫痛....

Mood : Happy =) ********************** Sad =(

Theme for today : Hold it tight, because once it goes it will never come again. ( just like a balloon ) NEVER again!!!

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7:57 AM

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Went to sch by bus today. Last night didn't sleep well. Cos before i slept heard someone say : "I HATE YOU!!" Woah.... how to sleep like that? Haissh.... lols..

Anyway, first lesson was mr ow... today had lesson at Learn@fairfield. Cos got no classroom key( Mr ow never bring la) Hmmm... then was F&N.. ( Hey, please try to muti-task leh!) Talk and work together. If not i feel like dying... :P ( didn't manage to finish coursework) =( JIAYOU ZJ !!!!

Then was recess, ate 2 pao and 1 papaya. Cost me $1.30 haha.. then was chinese. We did name ting xie.. (YAY! MY GROUP WON!) Then was English. But things not so good during this lesson. ( I DON'T HAVE TUBERCULOSIS LA) ='(

Then was lifeskills.. ( slept while listening to dunno who presenting SL project) So boring!!! lols..

After school, went toilet took so many photos inside the toilet then at the canteen also. lols.. We all crazy le, almost everyday taking picture! haha... But VERY FUN!!!! =D

Went home after that, now at home going to bath soon. Yupz....

This is the pic for saturday. Nice? =D

*************************** ( Me, Candice, Alicia and Agnes!) *************************

ok, ending here.. good day to all =) Going to bath le..

Mood : SOSO BAH!

Theme for today : I DON'T HAVE TUBERCULOSIS!!!!

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1:47 AM

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Yesterday didn't came to blog cause had tuition until quite late. And was a little sick. Anyway, yesterday wasn't a good night to me. Not at all. Last night went to eat and went home. Called her from 9, but she didn't answer. Called again at 10 but also no answer. (used to it)Until 11, then she finally called me back.

Anyway, I dunno it just wasn't good last night. Don't want to talk about it. ( WHAT IS FACE FOR?) AHH!!! Anyway, let's put the past behind!

Today woke up at 8.30. And the day went by like that... in the afternoon went to Candice house. Alicia and Agnes went too. HAHA.. We did many fun fun things... haha Took many photos and studied. ( Thank you Miss Yong! ) ( Your lesson was meaningful good!) Went home around 7.30. Took train and bought beancurd for my grandma. ( She does not seem to like food without sugar) Went home after 9.30 show. Got to know my sister bought me Dried mango!!!! ( HAHAHA!!! SO HAPPY!!!! =D ) ( Had always wanted to eat it but it was expensive) =( THANK YOU JIE JIE!!! Now trying to do F&N but don't seem to know what am i doing... Can't think of what to write for the evaluation. =(

( To whoever who knows DNT well, can stickman be used as a display too? ( metal rod made) )

Alright got to end here. Hope this few days will go on smoothly and my cough will recover. Please god! All i can do is pray and hope for a better tommorrow.

Mood : Sad ( Yesterday) Happy =D ( for today)

Theme for today : No matter what i would happen the following day, always be prepared!
If we do it, we admit it. ( WE ARE PEOPLE OF INTEGRITY! ) YEA?

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( Losing me does not matter anything to you ) ( But it matters alot to me )

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9:09 AM

Friends are always united

Another day.... Haissh. Today just suck. Sianzz!!!! Today woke up throat pain. But better then last night. Got slight fever. (shaking like mad) Wake up early morning kanna scolded by my sister. ( i really did call you, but you asked me to get lost.) ( sorry about it) =(

Went to school took train then bus 74. School was normal until chinese lesson. When the _ _ _ insulted my surname. WTH! But dunno what's wrong with my mouth, can't open or what? I ACTUALLY KEPT QUIET!!! But thinking about what Candice and Agnes said, it's really insulting my ancestors!!! ARGH!! During recess, went to tell her off, said she is then the real stupid one and so on. But half way got stopped by Y.W

Anyway, I ALSO DUNNO LA!!! Sometimes when people say me, yes i feel angry but i dunno how to scold and shoot back the person. ( maybe because i never scolded or answered back at anyone before? Not sure.) Sometimes, i don't wish to have this scold people attitude, because i'm afraid one day i might just out of no reason get angry easily and scold people. ( Especially to my family members and my friends) I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. Because i also don't wish to have all this people to always bully me. AH!!! I DUNNO!!! ( CONFUSED BIG TIME!) ( HOW?!)

Anyway, after school went for S2E. My friends, Candice, Agnes, Alicia and Victoria all helped me. I feel SO SO SO SO BlESSED! ( To have great friends like you guys!) THANK YOU TO EACH ONE OF YOU!!!! Victoria stayed with me during S2E all the way some more. ( actually she wanted to go back but (HEHE) in the end she stayed till the end! ) THANK YOU VIC! Alicia also stayed in school to do her Art. I know she must be feeling really bored just doing Art for 3 hrs. But also to her ( THANK YOU SO MUCH!)

(You can say whatever you like but u will know who is the really stupid one? You or me? Wasting your saliva to keep saying me. STUPID!! Because in what way will it benefit you by saying me?)

Haissh, don't want to talk about it. It's making my blood pressure rise! ARGH!!! Alright i guess i am going to end here. Hope tmr will be a better day. Yes it will! Jiayou my friends! Jiayou Zhen Jun! ( BTW, I LOVE MY NAME!!!) =) Byez and good night to everyone!=)

Mood : Angry!!! :@ Happy =) Blessed! ^^

Theme for today : 饭可以乱吃, 话不可以乱说!

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5:34 AM

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Pictures for yesterday

A new day has begun. How did it go? Hmmm... Early in the morning took bus to school. Haha.. almost late cos forgot to take wallet but went back to take..Took 99 to school today. Then took 14 with Candice and Alicia. Today had 2hrs of Mr.Ow lesoon. Sian.. but half way was quite fun cos we started rolling the cloth for the specs into shapes that looked like snail shell. ^^

Then the day went, EL was quite fun. Watch finish small soldiers. Hmm.. then was chem class. ( miss thio left half way for examination ) this lesson was rather crazy because candice keep asking people us to feel the oiliness of our pens. LOL

Hmmm... then we went to clementi together. My day went crashing after that. Went sumo house and received a extreme lousy service from them. ( WTH! ) ( Complain!!! ) Walked to market instead for lunch. But time was running out for me. Bought rice and left. Half way thru, things went ~~~
< =( Sad > ( Sometimes i feel my mouth is really...i dunno... ) AH!!!

Was kind of sad upon hearing what i heard. Haissh... ( next time won't call you dumb anymore ) ( sorry about it ) AH!!!!!!!!!!

Mood : Happy =) ( In school ) =( Sad

Theme for today : Be smart and do the right thing please! Zhen Jun don't be so DUMB!!!!

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1:57 AM

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Wow... a good week to start. Today is the 21 july 2008. It is also a day we will be having our F&N practical. Haha.. Early morning, almost late for school. Forgot today got Mr. Ow lesson until someone told me... lols.. Anyway, mr. ow's lesson had to do 1 paper. *Had no time, but haha nvm*

After that, was F&N prac. Today's cooking took us 4 hrs!! Gosh.. miss lily almost wsent crazy chasing... Hahaha.. Haissh, prac wasn't a happy one. Cos very sianz... ( dunno how to say) just sianz bah... after that was 5 mins of chinese lesson. haha..

After that was English, watched small soldiers. Was very funny though. Before the show started, leg pain. Now still pain. Next time must bath earlier ar.. Hmmm... after school went JP with Candice, Agnes and Alicia. Candice taught us SS.. ( thank you teacher!)

Went home by train and couldn't get out of the train at chinese garden... ( argh) Alight at jurong. But Candice and Agnes got stuck at jurong cos there was a jam.. Next time don't take train. Take bus instead.. haha...

Alright, this is about all for today.. Ans for a question someone asked me earlier on in the evening ( shall keep it unknown), My answer is " _ _ _ " Feel in the blanks. =)

Got to go soon. My mum needs to use the com. Ok. Good night to all and have a wonderful sleep. ( Please be careful when adults are not around at home) ( close all gates but not windows to protect yourself) ( Pray before you get to sleep and you will be safe and sound) =)

Mood : Happy =) =) =)

Theme for today : Always believe and stay positive =)

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7:00 AM

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A great start for a wonderful Sunday. Woke up at 8.55 this morning.. Called the dummy. Haha.. Hmm.. Then went to eat breakfast downstairs with my sis and dad. Ate wonton mee. Early in the morning eat mee. HAHA. Went home after that. Took my stuff and went to bus stop.

Went to ah ma house after that. Did baking with (the dummy). Hmmm.. took like 2hr plus i think. Was so tiring... Cos have to keep folding folding and folding. Hmm.. Anyway did until 2 o'clock and went home. The dummy bought choco rice cake. ( Thanks!)

Went home to rest awhile. Super tired. Used the com awhile.. and went to wash car. On the way, receive a very funny msg from a very funny person. ( Thinking about it, i think the person forgot to eat medicine today, cos he/she keep talking ..........that's making me.....! LOLS! =) LOLS. A good one too. Because he/she seldom does this. ( The person will be kept unknown)

Anyway, had dinner at home today. My dad went to buy dinner. Cos my grandma went out. Thought i could go too, but needed to stay home to look at the maid. =( So couldn't go..
Anyway, went grandma huse take towel and specs. Yupz and went home to bath now using com... Sianz..

*Q. I DO THE CUPCAKE WILL KILL PEOPLE?*

Mood : HAPPIEEEE (overall) , Sianz ( now) =(

Theme for today : Behind every great man, are greater friends. So keep walking my friend =)

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8:05 AM

Friends are always united

New start of the day.... today i'm sure is going to be better yes? Anyway, this morning woke up and called the dummy but in the end i fell asleep. =P Woke up again later and brushed teeth and stuff. My mum prepared breakfast for the family. There was man dou and garlic bread. And some drinks like coffee and ovaltine. After breakfast went to pack my bag and looked for clothes. Left house with my bro and dad took car to bukit batok mrt. For what? I also dunno leh. HAHA. Then took train to clementi. Saw Candice mother on the way. Was quite shock. HAHA.. Anyway, went to tuition after that. Was early. Maybe because got exam bah. Today got oral and Paper 1 test. Oral picture was students inside a room looking at some displayed items around them and etc. Conversation was kind of bad. Because Candice and me interpreted the question wrongly. I was saying the opposite thing. HAHA. luan le luan le... Anyway, scored 27 marks. Same for Candice. But continue to jiayou Candice for your conversation. Yes? I thought you said very good especially the topic about your F&N dish. ^^

After tuition went Mac to eat lunch was really hungry. Candice bought up-sized meal.... and yupz.. (Thanks Candice!) =) After eating, went to NTUC to walk around. I didn't buy anything cos i couldn't decide. Later on Candice left to meet her mum. Went back to NTUC again. Bought flour, butter and sugar! SO HEAVY!!!! Took 198 home. On the way, received so many calls and msg from my dad, mum, sis, aunt and bro! Woah... Qi si wo le because my bro actually scolded F*** on me! AHH.. ( sorry jie)

Went home to off my bro's com, went to CC with jie jie. Was so borting there. Went ah ma house at 8pm. But before that i went home first. Cos my sis things so heavy! Woah. Went over ate dinner and watch scorpion king! NICE SHOW!!! =)

Go home le now using com ( thanks agnes for sending me photos) just shower awhile ago. Anyway, thank you god for this wonderful day. Will come again when i am free. Byez =)

* HAPPY BIRTHDAY Candice's youngest brother!* *Hope you enjoyed your celebration! =)*

Mood : Happy =)

Theme for today : (1) No matter how sad you feel, still remember to SMILE! For a laugher makes the world go round. =) Aza Aza Fighting! (2) XIN ZHI DU MING BA!

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7:36 AM

Friends are always united

A brand new day.. but not a good day for me.. Yesterday was a terrible, horrible and worst day i had... Thinking of it, i don't know how to say it... Because you never know and understand how hurtful those words are.... Do you really mean it when you say those sentences? Haissh, anyway ni ye bu hui zai guan wo le. So, ..... Sianz...

Even though the time i was given was just a short period of time. Still, i want to thank god for it. Thank god for everything.Thanks and i really wanna give thanks to you for listening my prayer. =)

Anyway, i dunno how to handle this. Seem to be stuck, dunno to go forward or to go backward. However, today i know actually she is very important to you. Haissh. Dunno ( Alright, don't want to talk about this)

Today, had biology test in the morning. It really was bad. Because i left 2 question blank ,which actually i know how to do one of them!!! Haissh, today just really so lousy. Then after school, went for S2E. Victoria, Agnes and Candice came to join me. Later on, Alicia came too. Vic left early cos she needed to go back. Thanks Agnes for teaching the maths question. ^^ I understand. =) Thanks buddy!Today, english class watched a show called small soldier. Was kind of a cute show. Funny one too. Victoria gave me a list of songs and asked me to Dl. That's what i'm doing now. ( Must receive service charge okay?) (JK!)

Tmrw got Oral test and Paper 1 english test. I hope it won't be difficult and manageble. ^^ All the best Zhen Jun and candice too! =) Alright, got to end here. Will come another when i'm free.

Mood : Sianz.... =/ Sad =( .......

Theme for today : Bu shi ni de jiu bu shi ni de, yao dong de fang shou! ok?

*THE NEVER UNDERSTOOD HURT*

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4:20 AM

Friends are always united

Today is 15 July 2008. Another new ahead. Thank god for this wonderful day. Today is also the day where i will be taking my O'level CL listenining. Pray that we all will do well. JIAYOU! Anyway, it's over. For today, early morning went school myself . Took train then bus. Had chapel and 2 hr of mr.ow lesson. (it's TOO LATE!!!) * ( BUT TO GOD IT'S NEVER TOO LATE!!!!)* ^^ okay, mr ow was normal. Then we had early recess. I ate bread. Hmmm... and the day went by like that...

Today was kind of sian... Before CL oral we prayed. Thanks Candice for praying. Had headache before paper even started. Too stress le bah? Dunno.. Anyway, paper wasn't rreally easy neither was is hard. Moderate i guess. After that, went dover to eat. (but victoria went home alr) =(

Ate tau sa pau. Cost me 50cents. Then went home after everyone finished their meals. Took bus to clementi. Top up Ez-link. Then saw miss lee. A bit KPO. Asked her where she stay and stuff. Got to know she lived at CCK. Hmmm... A little far though.

Anyway, my mum is back from m'sia (jesco?) She bought me chewing gum. =) Tomorrow will bring to school share with my friends. Alright got to stop soon. Hope tmrw will be a good day. Good night. =)

Mood : Sian =( Happy =)

Theme for today: Smile and be happy

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6:02 AM

Friends are always united

Today... A Brand new day for me. In the morning, didn't know what would lie in front of me today. Good or bad? I leave it to God. I would want to sincerely thank god so much for the better days i'm having this 2-3 days. I hope this continues. No matter how short a or long it is, i'll enjoy it and remember it. =)

Anyway, this morning woke up at 4.50am. Saw Candice msg sent earlier on, but was alr asleep. Needed to go school early for GB parade. Cos today is GB day. Didn't want to go. Had stomach-ache all day.... Anyway, still i left early. I left at 6am, called candice at 5.55am. Hmmm... then went downstairs took bus 99. Alighted at clementi, around 6.30? Missed 166. But took 14. Anyway, and so on on.. Reached school 7.00 NO TIME TO CHANGE!!! Sat outside classroom to go locker and take boots. Planned to change after Mr ow class but miss thio saw me. And SCREAMED at me!!!! Anyway, quickly went to toilet after she shouted the 2nd time. Went to mr. ow classroom after that, got to know mr ow not here.

Next lesson was F&N. Teacher's taught us to do baking of muffins. Using different kind of variation. I thought the ghee was nice! =) ( change gb uniform half way thru) Then was recess. And things went on. After recess was chinese followed by english. Had a quite fun time there, cos i wrote "I am a H20 water buffalo on candice hand!!!"! ( hardly anyone gets the chance to write, cos her actions very fast) Last lesson was life skills, time went by this 1hr and it was over. After school went to change out of my GB uniform. Was supreme warm!!!

After changing went home. But things went a hare wire now. Hope it would be better. Please god, Don't end it so quickly. Hmmm... oh ya a reminder whoever who see this.

* Please remember to bring entry proof, IC and eraser tommorrow for Chinese O'level listening*
DON'T FORGET!!!

Alright, got to end here. Nothing to type le. Hope the day will continue going smoothly and good day to everyone! =) BYEZ!!!

Mood : Worried =( Sianz =(

Theme for today : Whatever that comes would have to go. Just like a person born in the world, eventually when he or she is old has to go. So my friend, please cherish the precious time you have. Because i will cherish every moment of time. =)

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12:43 AM

Friends are always united

Today wake up at 5.00am Forgot to wake up to go online to talk to Alicia and Candice. Sorry(Slpet le) Hmm..Called Candice at 5.55 am. But didn't expect to have an answer. (cos she's definetely alseep) Anyway, went back to sleep. Woke up again at 8.30am. Ate breakfast and called candice. Got to know her com was having some problems. (Anyone knows how to fix?)

Afternoon, went to cook lunch. Cooked korean noodles. With Sotong ball, sausages, dumpling and egg. But only my dad, my sis and i ate the food. =( (the food not nice?) Now using com, so come to blog.At night dunno whether can use com or not. haha. Dunno what to do later. Sianz. Feel like walking out of the house. But i know sure kana scolding. These 2 days, days were getting abit better for me. I hope it will continue to be like this. Oh ya, yesterday my dad bought a pineapple for you know how much?! $500!!!!! It's totally daylight robbery!!!! Nuthead to Ah Xin. (if you have a mouth to suggest why not you buy it yourself?! Keep asking my dad to pay!!!!) No wonder my mum so angry last night.

Alright now going to put the lyrics for the song in my blog hope the people who are reading this would like it. =)

With you all the time
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I live beneath the heart
I watch you from the dark
I'm every breath I'm every dream
I've known you forever I've followed you everywhere
I'm every scar I'm who you are
when you think you're alone when you cry cos someone's unfair
you can rest assured I'm always there
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even when you feel like you don't belong
even when you fall and it all goes wrong
you know that I'm with you that I'm with you all the time
say a little prayer for the restless heart we shall never ever drift apart
know that I'm with you with you all the time
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I'm walking round the room
I'm laughing when you smile
and when you cry I cry too
I made you a promise
that I shall forever be
you're on your own but not alone
when you're down and you're rife and the world tells you no-one cares
you can rest assured i'm always there
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even when you feel like you don't belong
even when you fall and it all goes wrong
you know that I'm with you that I'm with you all the time
say a little prayer for the restless heart
we shall never ever drift apart
know that I'm with you with you all the time
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save a little love for me
you'll see save a little love for me and you'll see
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even when you feel like you don't belong
even when you fall and it all goes wrong
you know that I'm with you that I'm with you all the time
say a little prayer for the restless heart
we shall never ever drift apart
know that I'm with you with you all the time
*
say a little prayer for the restless heart
we shall never ever drift apart
know that I'm with you with you all the time
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Hope you guys will like it. Alright got to go now. Enjoy your day everyone. To my friends and family out there. =) Byez!

Mood : Happy =) (thank you god)

Theme for today : Things are hard to come. When the chance come, grab it anf cherish it. Because when it goes, it will never come back again. No matter what. ( I'm amazed by you)

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11:24 PM

Friends are always united

Had a kind of good day today. Though sometime just feel a little sian sian. Anyway, just came back from PASIR RIS!!! Haha, today after tuition went to Pasir ris with Candice and Agnes. Took the train there, on the way was kind of boring cos didn't really talk much. When we reached there, saw this man singing.. Wow it was really very nice to hear!!! Felt like donating some money but i had no momey. Walked around the shopping mall while waited for Alicia's mother. Her mum injured her back and leg. ( hope she will be alright soon) Took 354 to the chalet ( first time go chalet ok? ) , saw alicia and her cousin sitting at the bus stop. Walked around there at the beginning. Took many many photos. Over there, there were many many shops and even this mini ride. Haha, it was beautiful. Indside the chalet it was crowded with many people all prepearing to barbeque. Then the 4 of us, went to cycle. I sat 2 sitter bike with Alicia. Was quite a fun one. Sometimes she really ride so fast. ( manybe because i'm a "tortoise" ?) Haha.

While riding the bike, we took many many pictures. HAHA. So fun... Finish riding bike around 6.50pm. Went to eat. Saw Alicia's many family members. They are all very nice people... haha, quite "lame" people too. Ate alot of food. Like sausages, bee hoon, fishball, prawn, chicken wing, otah ( candice favourite), 3 packs of yeos drink!! And i think still have somemore. Can't remember. haha.. Went home around 9. Alicia sent us out. Thanks buddy. haha. Took MRT back. Saw this women wear until so horrible. I think don't wear anything not better. Maybe next time when she talks to her bf, she should just stick some super glue on their face. Lols. Easier to talk. lols.

Reached home, no one is at home. Till now. reaching 12 mid night le still no one. =( boring. Cinderella also go home le, my family members still not home. Anyway, things was just like this. Oh ya, Just now candice in the train very funny. Talked until so loud, but good practice for her oral. Haha. Alright got to end here. Going to sleep le. Nights and hope tmr would also be a good day. Thank you god.

* Thank you Alicia so much for today, for the invitation. It's my first time going chalet. It's indeed nice there. Maybe the five of us can go once O'level ends. yea? Thank you for the wonderful food and the fun from you, Candice and Agnes. It's was really fun. Taking many many photos. Thank you! =)

Mood: Happiee!!! =)
Theme for today : Always remember to give thanks to those around you and especially to god. Aza aza fighting!

We united at

8:29 AM

Friends are always united

Today is 11 July 2008
these few days feel very sad. Ever felt the distance feeling between someone? I have experienced it. The feeling is bitter and of course very sad. Sometimes i really really wonder what am i to you? Just nothing? Sometimes i feel like i am transparent to you. I am stuck in a difficult position, thinking of not caring about you, but just can't do it. Because i'm just a irritating pest and i know it. A fly passes by and disappers into the big big sky, looks like i'm just like the fly always trying to hide. Even if i feel sad inside, still i will smile to you.

Sometimes the empty feeling, just can't be describe. Would anyone really understand this feeling? I don't think so... Things these days just don't seem to turn out well. Praying to god each day hoping for a better day, but it always seems like there's no change. Dunno what to do, just like as if i'm stuck in a cage. There's just something like a wall between us. If things worsen, the wall would be even harder to remove. But if goes better, i hope to remove this wall. But i have no confidence. All i can do each day is to pray. May god please help me. It may be nothing to the other, but it's something i really cherish alot. I am going CRAZY!!!

My mum always say things that makes me really sad too. Disowning me? Is that what you really hope to do? Or just like to say? Or saying because you are angry? Haissh, though i know sometimes you say these out of anger, but i hope you don't mean it yes? It's really heart-breaking hearing this from you. Though you may not be like other mothers who does household chores really well, but still you are my great and wonderful mother. Even if i am given a chance to change a mother, i wouldn't do so too.

Anyway, these few days just make me feel sick. Haissh, i hope things would change for the better and may things be well in my family and between my 4 good friends. Candice JIAYOU!!! Alicia JIAYOU! Agnes JIAYOU! Victoria JIAYOU! Everyone to stay in happiness and in harmony yes? Still i will jiayou! Look forward yes zhenjun?
Alright, got to end here for today. Bye

Mood : Sad =(

Theme for today : Stay positive to the problems you face, no matter what the outcome is don't complain and blame anyone. Because this is your fate. MY FATE!!!

We united at

4:04 AM

Friends are always united

Wow it's been real real long since i last blog. Always cannot get the chance to use com. Cause com switch got something wrong. Hmmm... So what has been happening this few days leh?
Oh.... yesterday was Fairfield long waiting carnival!!!! haha! Yesterday morning suppose to wake candice up but don't know what happen to my alarm clock, is either never ring or someone off it. Haissh dunno.. in the end woke up at 6.55am! Jump up quickyly called candice to check if she's awake. Luckily, she is. Ask her to faster go school first, so she won't be late. But she keep asking i how and stuff. So wanted to take cab, but couldn't find money!!! Almost went mad! Quickly got changed then wanted to leave house then Candice called me and told me alicia haven't reach. Quickly called alicia, she was around jurong area too. HAHA *at least got companion, but didn't expect it to be alicia* cause she's like NEVER late! L0LS!!! New record yea alicia?

Reached school around 7.45 i think. Saw chris wear that suite with white hair, goodness so warm and he look kind of funny. But haha not bad lah! Hmm... started tending the booth after that sold sandwich toast, eclairs, shepherds pie, samosa and can drinks. Goodie business for the shepherds pie and the otah sandwich toast. HAHA. HAlf way went to see Mr. lim kanna dug! L0ls is it spelled as dug?? Should be la.. Was very funny.. L0ls

Stop doing shift around 11 plus reaching 12. went to play games and stuff. Candice won prizes like the alpha set and the coin box. HAHA. Actually wanted to play the game and win the prize *** ***!!! But i just so lousy in throwing!!! Argh! But in the end ya lor... =( i won a container and a magnet clip. ( Thank you Candice)

My mum and sis came and blah blah didn't walk with Candice and the rest. Half way Alicia msg me say she hungry and got no break from the haunted house so bought her bee hoon and later on the teriyaki balls. (Sorry too much chilli inside the bee hoon) (Teacher should at least give her break la) ( 人是要吃和休息的 ok ?!) The afternoon went on like that. Whole funfair ended around 5 plus we were like grabbing madly ( So auntie!!!) HAHA..

Reached home around 7.10 ate dinner and the otah was delicious!!! ( no wonder so many teachers love it!!) watch tv till 8pm. Saw grandpa started talking to himself. Scared me sia...Supreme scary. ( Tell big big cannot everytime shout at him, he everyday face the square walls sure go senile!) Anyway i have started to talk even more to him, hope he will be better. =)

Candice went to watch movie last night reached home so late..Next time if you are going to stay out late, do be very careful k? Anyway, my phone got confiscated!!! AH!!! so angry!!! Last night msg alicia ask she sleep le or not but no reply =( But thanks Alicia! =)

For today, woke up at 9am ate breakfast and went to Zhen lao shi. Use public phone to call candice to make sure she's ok. Cos called her earlier but no answer ( must be asleep) talked for half an hour. Hmm.. then went to market to buy foodie for my grandma and grandpa. Bought bread, soya milk, dough stick, noodles and red bean fried bun. But reached granny huse my grandpa go downstairs le. =( Lost the paper i was writing just now!!!!!!! So qi!!!! AHHHH!!! Now trying to recall what i wrote just now. =/

Alright, got to stop now le. So tired le.. Type so much... LOLZ! Good night! Come tag again!

Mood: Sianzz =.="

Theme for today and yesterday: Always APPRECIATE MAN! Things don't come just like that! Give thanks for the chance and remember it and ENJOY IT!!! ( better then nothing man!)

加油镇郡!!

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Friends are always united